Difficult list

I stole this from my friend Leesa...
Play along if you wish.

I AM: far more than I appear.
I WANT: security, intimacy, strength.
I WISH: I could have more time to do the things I care about well, instead of good enough.
I HATE: people who have no interest in the truth, only what gives them the advantage.
I MISS: being immersed in my music, like I was in college.
I FEAR: many things. I fear losing control the most.
I HEAR: Music in my head. Constantly.
I WONDER: if other people see me the way I do.
I REGRET: every time my son asked me to play with him and I was too busy. He will stop asking soon.
I AM NOT: assertive enough.
I DANCE: poorly, but I dance nonetheless. The music moves me.
I SING: every chance I get.
I CRY: over silly things sometimes.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: the man I should be.
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: Music.
I WRITE: to express the things that I cannot say with speech.
I CONFUSE: myself.
I NEED: peace, security, solitude. I also need to learn to say no.
I SHOULD: get more excercise.
I START: slowly.
I FINISH: sometimes at the last minute.
I TAG: Anyone who wants to do it.